Jealous of the flies and worms inside me?

an obnoxiousy long list of media i enjoy

list items with a beside them are special favorites :)

film & tv

  • the blair witch project - daniel myrick & eduardo sanchez, 1999
  • bugonia - yorgos lanthimos, 2025
  • chronicle - josh strank, 2012
  • death proof - quentin tarantino, 2007
  • donnie darko - richard kelly, 2001

    First of all, Papa Smurf didn't create Smurfette. Gargamel did. She was sent in as Gargamel's evil spy with the intention of destroying the Smurf village, but the overwhelming goodness of the Smurf way of life transformed her. And as for the whole gang-bang scenario, it just couldn't happen. Smurfs are asexual. They don't even have reproductive organs under those little white pants. That's what's so illogical, you know, about being a Smurf.

    What's the point of living if you don't have a dick?

  • fargo - joel coen, 1996
  • ghost world - terry zwigoff, 2001 see also: ghost world by daniel clowes, 1997
  • hellraiser - clive barker, 1987 see also: the hellbound heart, 1986
  • house of 1000 corpses - rob zombie, 2003
  • longlegs - oz perkins, 2024
  • metropolis - rintaro, 2001
  • moral orel - dino stamatopolous, 2005
  • mother! - darren aronofsky, 2017
  • palindromes - todd solondz, 2004
  • pearl trilogy - ti west, 2022-2024
  • perfect blue - satoshi kon, 1997
  • poor things - yorgos lanthimos, 2023
  • repo! the genetic opera - darren bousman, 2008
  • robocop - paul verohoeven, 1987
  • secretary - steven shainberg, 2002

    In one way or another, I've always suffered. I didn't know why, exactly. But I do know that I'm not so scared of suffering now. I feel more than I've ever felt, and I've found someone to feel with, to play with, to love, in a way that feels right for me. I hope he knows that I can see that he suffers, too. And that I want to love him.

  • videodrome - david cronenberg, 1983
  • weapons - zach cregger, 2025

music

  • acid bath when the kite string pops (1994)
  • aphex twin selected ambient works 84-92
  • at the drive-in relationship of command (2000)
  • the birthday massacre violet (2005) & walking with strangers (2007)
  • black box recorder the facts of life (2000)
  • death grips no love deep web (2012
  • emilie autumn opheliac (2006)
  • jack off jill humid teenage mediocrity (2006)
  • lana del rey born to die (2012)
  • nick cave & the bad seeds from her to eternity (1984) & murder ballads (1996)
  • rasputina transylvanian regurgitations (1997)